the yummy choc banana cupcake with peanut butter frosting
remains of the sticky date pudding.. we attacked it b4 any pics cud b taken :)

crabmeat linguine
falafel
wedges
chocolatey cupcake

wooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! hi :)
ok.. i know there have been times when i dun blog for a while n then i come back n say "i know its been a while".. butttt.. this realli is the mother of all "i know it's been a while" statements. So yea.. I know its been a while :) To say i was un-inspired would be saying the very least. Was reading all the past entries.. and then i suddenly felt lyk blogging again.. I dunno about the rest of you but something is different about the way i write now when compared to my posts when i was in Perth. I guess you could call it "more grown up" but.. i dunno... i really miss being carefree.. yes even with Uni and lyk major assignments and exams around the corner i was still in my own happy perfect world. How i used to live for my shopping sprees.. heh.. it really was a different life altogether. Am hoping to go back sometime in January.. yes its a long time from now but am actually saving up and trying to convince the boyfriend to come along cuz i realli want him to c wat i fell in love with.. and wat i've been goin on so much about.

Does anyone still read my blog?

Anyhoo.. this is pretty much my life now : Work, sometimes dinner after work, go home,jog, watch abit of tv and then hit the sack.. can't realli blame me for not blogging rite.. wat with my exciting daily adventures and all :) I guess the only time i try to do something exciting is on saturdaes.. if i have the energy. I work on saturdaes as well (half-day but still..) so am usually half asleep by 11pm saturday nights.

For some reason ive been a major foodie the last 7-8 months or so.. it all started with planning on where to go for Siva's bday in sep 07.. i did an insane amount of research on the internet.. and i became so into checking out yummy places online that even after his bday was over i still tried to keep myself updated with the latest foodilicious places in town. Its actualli become an obsession.. ah yes.. me and my obsessions.. well at least ive progressed and moved on from underaged med students :) I swear reading some of my earliest posts made me cringe... i was suchhhhh a drama queen! Anywayss back to my new obsession.. so i research nice places to eat and then i drag Siva to check them out with me.. and he's quite a coffee shop boy.. so more often than not he ends up not too impressed with the places i suggest. Still.. he's usually quite obliging.. the last place we checked out was the marmalade pantry at palais renaissance.. food was alrite.. not fabulous but still good.. i guess main attraction here is the dessert selection. They have a detailed menu on their website (although prices have increased by about one to two dollars from the website prices) so i alreadi sorta planned my meal (and his too haha) b4 we got there. The main reason i was dying to go there was cuz they had falafel roll on their menu.. and sticky date pudding.. I used to have falafels and sticky date pudding all the time when i was in Perth and i hadn't had it since then so i was dyingggggg to check out the one at marmalade. I had the falafel roll($16), he had crabmeat linguine($22) and we ordered wedges to share($5). Actualli on the menu it said homemade dips with wedges for $9.. but the wedges were served to us without any dip so i think thats y they charged us $5.. i asked the girl that served if there's any dips for the wedges and she was like "umm chilli or ketchup?" haha.. but service overall was alrite.. pretty friendly crew. As for desserts, we had sticky date pudding, some chocolatey cupcake and banana and chocolate cupcake wit peanut butter frosting.

The verdict : I guess it was alrite.. Wedges was normal la.. i mean how different can wedges get rite.. its more the sauces that give it that kick.. n since this one came without any dips it was juz normal.. i din mind paying 5 bucks for that.. falafel not as yummy as the ones u get in perth(falafel with the lot - cheese,egg, salad and of course falafel pattie.. and yummyy sauces.. the perfect after clubbing grub.) but still passable. Crabmeat linguine.. Siva was pretty happy with it.. i think he would have liked the portions to be a bit bigger but he said it was really tasty. I liked it too but im not a huge fan of crabmeat so i wasnt exactly jumping out of my seat. Sticky date pudding was very yum.. was tryna remember how the one in perth tasted like but my memory fails me so cant really compare. chocolatey cupcake was pretty normal.. nothing great.. a bit "gelat" after a while.. choc banana cupcake was yummm.. but i think im more of an ice cream or creamy dessert person.. cupcakes abit too dry la.. but if u're a cupcake person then m sure u will enjoy the ones at marmalade :)

Ahh so am finlly able to cross out at least one restaurant from the many on my list to try :) The list includes one rochester, graze, angel's share, sanobar, cugini, zambuca and rang mahal (both r located in pan pac hotel). Its not that extensive rite? I think poor Siva is a little scared haha.. i cant help itttt... am a sucker for yummy food in nice places.. am really NOT the coffee shop kinda chick.. im sure i sound lyk an uptown bit*h but im sorry.. u know how in coffee shops there's all these old aunty n uncles clearing the phlegm in their throats and blowing their noses into the dustbins.. yes? Or have i just been going to all the wrong coffee shops.. haha but ya that's wat i always see/hear when i go to a coffee shop and i realli cant eat after that.. im not even bein a brat about it la its just me.. I lose my apetite really easily. And im not asking for fine dining.. mackers or KFC is fine with me.. or the prata shop even.. juz as long as its free of phlegm-clearing patrons. That's really not too much to ask rite :)

So if anyone has any suggestions for a place with good food and lovely alfresco/waterfront setting pleaseee share with me!

Yay.. im pretty happy that i blogged.

helluuullluuuu. I juz got back home from stock-take.. Everyday i go to work and the one thing that i keep thinking abt is how did i ever work in tt selegie place for 3 months la.. I mean the current job has its up n downs n im still new but it realli is soooo different (in a gd way) compared to the previous one.. the only redeeming factor bout the old job was tt it was near tekka! Aahh.. i love my yindian food.. ossie u owe me MT date!

Im realli so tired.. and i have alot of work tt i keep pushing to "tomorrow".. i think its also cuz its my bday week n i juz want to bask in it u know.. anyways i wanted to whine abt this traumatic thing tt happened to me last thurs.. i took e effort to dress up for work, which i really hardly do cuz im too sleepy in e morn to bother abt how i look.. n i felt quite gd n happy abt wat i was wearing and was walking along happily thinking i was the sh*t.. then.. i fell. :( In front of suntec la.. lyk full on.. so embarrasing.. i still havent gotten over the embarrasement.

Sigh im yawning every 2 mins so i think i shud go sleep.. nothin exciting's happened.. i miss e girlieessss.. have been seein kaartsyboo more often than last time which is a very gd thing.. hoping to catch up wit e rest of e lovelies this wkend.. the last time we hung out was when they came over to the restaurant for dinner. Was quite yummy la.. i absolutely love having a chillout dinner cuz i realli have no energy n patience for clubbing anymore.. mebe ONCE in a while.. i still love dressing up n i love my clubby tops so i dun think i'll b givin it up altogether anytime soon.. slowly la. Oh and another weird thing.. im not realli into sleeve-less tops anymore.. ha.. kaart's influence i say :) This also means i need to go shopping.. my clothes are really lyk from ten yrs ago.. Ah what i wouldnt give for a shopping spree in perth.. :(

i really couldnt find much inspiration to blog for the longest time. Then babyoy's bday rolled around and i finally had something to blog about.. butttt.. aiyah im not even gonna make excuses for not updating la. I got layzie.

Anyways! Since i wasnt around last yr for his bday (was back in perth for my convo) i really wanted this yr to be super duper special. I wanted to bring him somewhere beyond fabulous for dinner and after much research and going back and forth between places i finally settled on indochine waterfront. Deciding on the venue was really stressing me out cuz i really was spoilt for choice. There are actually alot of nice places in spore and i only realised that while doing all my extensive research. Among the contenders were one rochester, graze, marrakesh, zambuca, al dente trattoria.. altivo (SD was really rooting for this one haha). I finally decided on waterfront when i walked past the place a wk b4 the dinner day and fell in loveeeee. I had always wanted to go to indochine waterfront and i remember walking past the area with Siva one night last year and i was going on about how gorgeous it was. After i had made up my mind i was freaking excited and i couldnt wait for sunday to get its ass here sooner. Siva din knoe where we were going cuz, u know me, i'm such a big fan of surprises whether im on the giving or receiving end it doesnt matter.

I just realised that i cant really give a detailed update cuz its quite a long story so am just gonna dive into how indochine totally blew our minds away. The place is so gorgeous la.. the atmosphere.. the food.. the service.. everything was impeccable. Siva seemed really taken in with the place too and he really enjoyed the food so i was a pretty happy camper. It started raining when we were on the way to dinner and i was abit grumpy about that at first cuz i was planning to take this "secret route" to indochine so tt he wudnt know where we were going but since it was raining i couldnt realli do that anymore.. but i didn't let it ruin my mood for long la. At indochine we got scallop rolls as our starter and let me tell you i've been craving that dish since then. For our mains we got fried rice, kway teow and some fish thingy with coconut gravy, all very very yummy. For dessert we got the fondue. I actually have to say i wasnt too crazy about the fondue. The chocolate had liquor in it and i wasnt really feeling the taste la but birthday boy seemed to be in heaven which was all that mattered. Needless to say we really stuffed our faces.. to say we were full would be an understatement. I have to mention the staff again for being top notch.. when i called to make reservations i mentioned that i was coming with someone who was celebrating their birthday and the gentleman i spoke to said he could arrange for a slice of cake on the house. I was wondering if they would remember our "little deal" and sure enough they served the cake the same time they brought out the fondue. I love love loveeeeddd the look on Siva's face.

After dinner we took a nice long walk (to the mrt station, how romantic) to work off our dinner and were psyching ourselves up for the next thing on the agenda. I told him i was taking him somewhere for drinks but of course didnt reveal the place again. I had been checking out the Oosh website for the longest time and had been dying to go there so decided this was the perfect time to check it out. I made reservations for us at the lookout but when we were reaching Oosh - oh might i please add that since Oosh was a surprise, and since we couldnt get a cab in town, we had to take a bus and i had the huge responsibility of figuring out where this place was all by myself cuz i'd neva been there.. and Siva, knowing that my sense of direction is way way off kept asking if i was sure i knew where we were going.. and i kept reassuring him that i did.. altho i obviously didnt.. but yes i finally figured out where to get down and im so proud of myself! I did it all on my own without any help at all! :) Anywayss yes back to the story haha.. i called to inform the staff that i was on my way and to hold e reservation and the girl i spoke to said the lookout was closed due to the rain but we could still chill at the bar. I went back into grumpy mode (poor siva.. making him go thru that even on his bday) and he was trying to pacify me. We settled for a table at the bar and got our drinks. He got a beer and i got a chocolate martini. My martini was alrite, not fantastic.. he seemed pretty happy with his beer.. and somewhere btwn us analyzing the oosh layout and me getting high on my one drink as usual, it was finally midnight and officially his birthday. YAY! HAPPY BDAY SIVALAM! :D
Not only was it his bday.. it was also happy hour at oosh! (happy hour from 12-1) and so we had to get another drink (duh). He insisted on buying me a lychini and even tho i was already havin a headache which is my body's way of telling me to stop drinking.. how to say no to birthday boy right. Ha. So i got my cocktail n he got another beer and we decided to walk around Oosh. Aahh.. its another gorgeous place i tell you.. there was this waterfall thingy and if it wasnt for the rain we would have been able to sit at the chillout couches in that area. Im such a sucker for water bodies.. i cant wait to go back thereee!

After oosh we cabbed it to my place and hung out for a while b4 he left for home. It was such a fabulous night and it had been ages since we did something fun like that so we were both pretty psyched. I'm so happy that Singapore has such gorgeous places and even happier that i have someone so special to share the experience with. I wanted him to feel like the prince that i think he is and m pretty sure i succeeded. I cant wait to go back to oosh.. i mean i love waterfront its without a doubt hands down my favourite restaurant.. but oosh is a lil easier on the wallet and still very pretty so u know.. more practical. Next time we ooshfy im bringin the rest of the crew.. its the perfect place for gorgeous company to come together.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIVARAM! I know its lyk almost a month since ya bday.. but.. ya.. bdays only come once a yr so might as well make it last as long as we can right ;)

its been a while i know. Im realli juz too layzie la.. N nothing exciting's happened. I think i shud juz delete my blog.. but it's got all these posts from way back then.. i like readin the previous entries.. its all i have left of the past.. and all i need.. m glad to have left most of it behind. But PERTH.. u are dearly missed.. everyday. Im comin back soon baby.. i promise.

GUYSSSSSSSSSSSS can someone PLEASE tell me wats e deal with the Richard Gere n Shilpa Shetty thing.. i mean they want to jail my poor babyboy for kissin shilpa cuz he violated some indian law?????? Seriously man.. India needs to get a clue.. im so irritated with this bloody indian mentality.. why the fuss? "CULTURE".. and where has this culture gotten India.. it's still in the bloody freakin dumps.. instead of fretting about the celebs they should start lookin at the important stuff that REALLY needs attention. And wat was so obscene la.. if that's obscene then wat do u call bloody mumtaz n what's-her-face dancin around in tamil songs clad in just a saree blouse and some skirt wit their glorious stomachs and boobies jigglin around.. that's more obscene than any porn (not that ive watched porn ;)) man has ever created. And they're also condemning Shilpa for not resisting his kisses.. um hello? Its Richard Gere! Who in their right mind would resist.. i mean.. how cute was he in that credit card advert... sigh

Okkkk I have to give a huggeee shoutout to my babygirl shola for bein such a precious diamond and doin up my bloggie for mee.. so much laus to u shobana!! Eesss ya'll likin my new blogskin.. i'm sorta ok with it la.. havent realli found THE ONE hahah.. i want smth simple n nice.. recommendations are welcome!!

Anyways i have to tell ya'll bout the horror story tt happened to me juz now. I was gettin into the lift at my block rite.. and i looked to my right.. and i froze.. cuz there on the wall of the lift.. was.. a.. HUGE FREAKING MOTH/BUTTERFLY!!!!!!!!! I swear it was the biggest hugest thing i've ever seen.. it was lyk the size of my thighs!!! TIMES TEN!!!! Ok fine.. but realli it was damn huge la.. i saw the damn thing and i was lyk "oh F8$3k!" n totalli ran to the other side of my block.. n i was lyk loittering at my void deck for a good ten mins cuz the other normal lift was on the 6th floor n i had to wait for someone to use tt moth infested lift so i cud used the safe lift.. and yeaaa finallyyyy this aunty n her kid came along and they were gettin into the lift when they saw the monster and they were lyk oh my goddd and the aunty pressed the button of one of the floors so the lift wud go up then she got out.. smart aunty.. I actually was thinkin of doin that but i juz cudnt bring myself to be in the same vicinity as that creature. Ya'll know me n my "LAU" for these things with wings rite.. Heh.. and yaaa so finally the kid, the smart aunty and i got into the safe lift.. n they were talkin abt the scary fella the whole time.. it really was damn big guys.. And i dunno if it was a moth or butterfly or alien.. cuz lyk moths are usually black or brown rite? But this was lyk Yellow n blue.. and some funky colour.. so i wasnt lyk as scared as i usually wud have been cuz it was kinda colourful.. if it was black then i wud have died on the spot la.. ugh i shud have taken a photo! But i was too paralyzed wit fear to think of all these brilliant things. I hope that thing's gone by now.. i dun wanna get another heart attack tmw mornin on my way to work..

Speakin of work.. it's goin alrite so far. Still training.. I love the fact that its at selegie.. near tekka laaaa makkal. Indian fooddddd! *big happy smile* im sucha pig rite.. then i complain abt my thighs.. WOMEN.. *Tsch* haha.. ahhh totalli lookin forward to the wkend to c my lovely ladiesssss... :) ok i shud go sleep.. much laus!

so qweetttttt

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a featherIn a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're sov very special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here,

ohhhh, ohhhh
She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs runs...runs...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here...

ok i juz realised i made a weird typo in my last post..

OKKK gonna watch idol on American idol now.

heh. Ya'll know wat i actually meant riteee. ok bye.

omg i so totally need to get my body clock in working order. Ive been sleepin at the weirdest of hours.. ugh..

Just got back from dinner wit the girlies.. went to Gardens.. mal sho n cher were at Cartel when i got there and they were done eating which was a good thing cuz i din really feel lyk Cartel.. i was in a thosai mood (yes i am yindian girl) butttt the closest thing to thosai at Gardens was prataaaa.. so i settled for prata.. cuz apparently i lyk sweat and oil in my food *glares at mal*
The prata was ok la.. im so in love with the Prata Cafe near my place.. i swear the prata is e yummiest.. sadly it closes at 2am (and 4 am on wkends) sooo if i have a weird craving at lyk 3am then u know.. too bad for meeeee. Anywaysss gardens was fun.. Nish joined us lyk 15 mins after i got there.. aiyah i laus the girlies laa.. how often do u find a bunch of gorgeous darlings that are all stylo n sophisticated on the outside but secretly major psychotic freaks on the inside. And i mean that in a good way! And we all go way back.. Nish,jesh n kaart i knew from sec sch.. cheryl i knew since i was 15.. i grew up with mal (She's my niece!).. and even tho i only knew sho when i was 17 she's the one i used to club alone with.. n have sleepovers and suppers with.. wat a bond i say :)

Aiyo im so sleepy.. i vaant to hybernate for a million years. OKKK gonna watch idol on American idol now. Somethings are more impt than sleep.

The latest addition to my happy Guess family!

hello vanakkam. I just got back from India 2 days ago. It was crap.

Ok i don't mean to be a traitor to my motherland and all but the last time i went there was 8 yrs ago and let me tell u that Chennai looks worse than the last time i was there. How is that possible.. No offence to anyone but the mentality of the people there is soooooo freaking typical and i was just irritated 24/7 la. I've never felt so visually violated before. My mom was on some major shopping spree and my job was to tag around and help her with the shopping bags :( ok fine maybe i'm exaggerating a bit but i wasn't psyched about my share of the shopping dough cuz all i could shop for was indianish outfits.. n how often do i wear indian stuff right. Ugh i need to go back to Perth la my wardrobe is totally lyk from a million years ago.. and NO i can't shop in Singapore cuz nothing here fits me. Anyways i ended up buyin lyk 7 punjabi suits, one saree and a couple of indianish tops tt u can wear with jeans, which is really nothing compared to the shopping my Mom did. OOOHH and i bought a Guess bag from DFS. I LAUS! Ahhh my fatal attraction to anything Guess is proving to be very costly.. but so worth it.

Today was a pretty cool day.. i woke up around my usual time, 6.30 pm.. lazed around for abit.. then met jesh n shola for dinner n coffee! Ahh shola n i had calamari from BQ for dinner... it wasnt as yummy as i remember but still undeniably yummy la. Then we got a white chocolate dream frappe from coffee bean which was sinful (but worth sinning for) and jesh joined us there. for a mini chilling session. I totally missed my girlies la.. m hoping mal can meet tonight. Then i met babyboy around 1 and we walked to the 24hr mackerz at AMK park cuz we wanted to watch a movie on my laptop but my laptop can only run on electricity cuz i dunno where the battery is (heh my bad) so we needed a power point.. plus tt Mackerz is dammnnnn nice la. It has some pond thingy at the seating area outside and i'm a sucker for all these water-body thingies. Watched about an hour of 10 things i hate about you then i chased him home cuz i wanted to go for a jog haha. It was my kind of nice chillout friday night.. me loves.

Who's been following idol? I cant believe Sanjaya's still in.. i literally cringe everytime he's performing. I mean lyk Simon keeps stressing, its a singing competition not a popularity contest.

And on that random note, I shall end this entry.

i'm soo irritateddddd.. ok for all those who have been faithful followers of my blog (Ha!) u'll know that i was quite into Nip/Tuck at one point of time when i was in Perth.. borrowed the dvdz from Video Ezy n had some massive marathon in my room all.. so i've finished watchin season 1 & 2 and now they're showin season 3 in Singapore on Channel 5.. Mondays at 10.30 BUT u knoe me right i'm hardly ever home at that time.. so i've only watched maybe one episode.. so i went to peekvid and alluc to check out if they had season 3.. peekvid only has seasons 1 & 4 and alluc only has seasons 1& 2! Where's 3????

Anywaysss.. had my second test for my fin. planning thing yesterdae.. i passed! Quite happy n proud of myself haha.. i actualli did study for this test lyk a wk before the date.. i don't think i've done that for any test in Uni.. of course for exams i would study la but not for tests.. i remember going clubbin the night before my S.E.A economic history test haha.. and in my first semester i had a micro-econz midsem and i only found out the day before.. i juz casually asked my neighbour in Currie who was also doin the same course when our micro econz midsem was and she was lyk "umm.. tmw??" .. haha needless to say i failed the mid-sem AND the module :( My only repeat module in Uni la.. but so un-necessary.. it really could have been avoided.. one of the few regretz in life heh.. anyways i digress.. So yes i've done two out of three tests for fin. planning and m left with the last one which is supposedly some scary maths module.. hopefully i clear it on the first try as well.

Shola's most prob goin aussie on saturdae.. i'm so so so unbelievably jealous.. argh i can't even talk abt the place la i'll get all emo haha.. i realli realli love it there.. would give anything to back.. *mope* OKKK i hafta go do this major chore now (wash my hair) and get ready to meet my yummy boy.. Dun worry sexy if i go aussie i'll lyk smuggle u in with me ok.. and u'll see why i'm so in love with the place. I think its mostly the fact that my hair is so damn nice in Perth haha.. amazing wat wonders the lack of humidity can do.. and dont even get me started on the shopping.. OK NO MORE! I'm off now!

Shola sent me this link to lyk this slogan website and i swear it's lyk my new hobby.. its so entertaining! You jus type in any word into the space and it generates lyk a random slogan.. And i dunnooo i was feelin kinda out of it juz now and so i started messing around at the website (tho i'm supposed to be studying) and all e silly slogans realli did cheer me up.. here's a few i tried wit my name

Hungry? Why Wait? Grab a Ragi.
Give That Man A Ragi.
Wouldn't You Like To Be A Ragi Too?
Because Ragi is Complicated Enough.

Ok mebe ya'll are lyk lookin at this n going "heh??" but i dun careee i think its entertaining n it realli did cheer me up! Here's are a few more i tried wit a couple of the girls' names (ok yes i was very bored n sick of studying)

But I'd Rather Have a Bowl of Shobanathan.
Double the Pleasure, Double the Shobanathan.
Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' Malini.
Probably The Best Malini In The World.

My Favs:

8 out of 10 Owners who Expressed a Preference said Their Cats Preferred Shobanathan.
Only a Fool Breaks the Malini.
Good Honest Ragini Since 1896.

For all u easily amused freaks like yours truly.. n to those who are in need of some cheering up.. eat ur hearts out here http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi

As to why i needed some cheering up.. ah well.. wat can i say.. sometimes its hard to please everyone.. especially for me cuz i dunno how to say No.. so sometimes in the midst of trying to please everyone and trying to divide my time smartly and equally i end up irritating others.. bleh. Dunno la.. maybe it is better to be alone.. just stay in my room n watch tv.. maybe that's why i'm usually an anti-social cow.. who says u can't have your cake and eat it too.. i think you can if u have no one to answer to.. if u're lucky to just go wherever u wanna go n do whatever u wanna do.. then you don' t have to worry about taking other people's feelings into consideration. You wont have to worry about hurting someone's feelings by not showing up when promised.. or trying to mix two groups of friends because you wanna spend time with both cuz you love both groups equally n dont wanna have to choose between one or the other..

I guess the grass is always greener on the other side.. don't get me wrong i'm not complaining about my life.. every day has its ups n downs and i'm juz tryna do my best to deal.. sometimes i juz wish i was cut some slack thats all. At least give me some credit and acknowledge the fact that im trying. Ok i hope no one' s tryna analyze this post.. haha dont worry i'm not talking about YOU.

or maybe i am.

i haf no comments.

ok maybe i have one comment.

NUS was good.. but acidhouz was better.

ok second round is over n i still think acidhouz should win

mann its sucha slack sundae.. i feel lyk watchin many movies n eatin many junk food.. and i want calamari!!!!! i wish there was some yummy cafe place near my house.. besides liquid kitchen.. actually cafe cartel @ J8 isn't that far away la i'm juz bein a layzie bum. J8 has got heaps of cool stuff now.. n by "cool stuff" i mean yummy places to eat haha.. ok i'm such a pig ah.. ok dhool's started again!! I HOPE ACIDHOUZ WINS!!!

GUYSSSSS i hope acidhouz winssssssss.. i lyked tridiac,anarchy,acidhouz n borders.. n i thot diversity was quite power as well.. but its onlee e first round so my views might change later.. ok dhool's starting again ta!!

wahhh.. ya'll velli impatient leh.. think i so free to update my blog regularly lyk ya'll ah.. im very busy sleeping n bein a couch potato ok!!!

I've been on a sorta clubbing roll lately.. i think it all started cuz of Valentine's day.. i guess this wud b a gd time to update on my v-day happeningz.. well basically i had lunch with yummy boy.. then went home to slack for a couple of hours.. then met yummy boy again for dinner.. he bought me flowersss!! :D We went to eat at TCC in cineleisure then headed down to boat quay to meet the girls at beez.. Ok im sorry to any beez crew reading this but im not a fan of the place so i din have tt much fun at beez but after that we went to N9 cuz Ban decided to make a guest appearance in the last hour at beez n he wanted to club somemore so he, sivalam n I went to N9 n it was MOST FUN!!! I laus the indian and english mix la. So since that day i was in some clubbing spell and wanted to go every other day.. in fact i just got back from Raaga (ha!) but i think its safe to say that i'm finally over my mini fascination. I'm finally all clubbed out.. and no i assure you it's not lyk one of Shola's "i'm not clubbing for the next 2 wks" kinda story :P (i laus u sho)

Raaga was alrite but i was very tired and i din lyk the live band.. actually come to think of it i'm not a big fan of indian club live bands in general.. the only indian club i seem to lyk is N9 and all their music is supplied by an extremely adorable DJ who in my opinion is just fabulous. His mixes are lyk awesome and i feel lyk dancing for every song. The only times i had fun in raaga was when the live band took a break n the DJ was doin his thing.. and also when Ban n Jesh took part in some mini dance competition thingy (and they won!!).. very entertaining i say.. oh and also when sho was making eyes and romantic lausing faces at mamafied fellas walking past :)

I'm just about ready to pass out now.. lookin forward to having a semi-quiet wkend.. most prob dinner wit e girls tonite and juz chillin at home on sat nite.. n hopefully Dhool on sundae!! Girliess wats happening wit dhool??? Did we get tix?? I WANNA GO!! *mopes*

oohh man i'm so stuffed.. i'm sucha pig la.. i juz got home half hour ago.. went for dinner wit parents at e cricket club n then met the girls for a bit at BQ cuz of cheddars bdae celebration.. and i was eating non stop la.. had some salmon salad thingy at cricket club n a glass of wine and champagne.. then walked my high self to bq and ate somemore there!! Ya'll know my love for BQ calamari rite.. so was stuffing my face with that.. n then we had a bdae cake for cher.. and ya'll know my love for cake also riteeee haha :( I'm so full now.. n for some reason still feelin abit high.. but maybe its cuz im jus tired la. I have to go study now for my test on tuesdae.. am not really in a studying mood la so irritating.. everyone's out partying but nooo i hafta STUDY *mopes*

Friday was cool stufffff.. went to dxo wit the ladies.. its freakin ladies nite la on friday.. free flow n free entry so it was quite crowded.. it was my first time at dxo and my take on the place is that jts ALRIGHT la.. i'm such a Gotham freak la my loyalties n love will always lie with Gotham.. i juz love the place and the music and the crowd.. but DXO's ok i suppose.. i mean it was free so im not complaining haha. After DXO around 3ish we went to chillies n boyfriend was there wit his boyzzz.. so ya that was fun la.. i was really lookin forward to chillies cuz i wanted indian music.. haha who's disowning me? Well too bad!! I'm indian! Tamilachi!! DEAL WITH IT! But sadly they din really play much tamil songs.. i wanna go asoka laaa.. malibu when when whennn.. we need to set a date.. ure my asoka makkal haha.. ok i can feel the bulk of my frens slowly slippin away hahah :)

boooo.. im actually quite sleepy.. but i will peserve (or howeva u spell it). Must study.. tmw most prob goin to watch dhool.. so i need to get most studying n revising done b4 i sleep. Im so addicted to smoked salmon.. m thinking abt it while typin this entry.. its so yummy n light n healthy.. not tt i really give a crap abt healthy food.. its just that with all my prata n cakes n meehoon goreng and fatty north indian food it wudn't hurt to squeeze in a healthy dish once in a while ya :)

wokaywokay.. must tear myself away from the laptop.. *poof*

my babygirl

the supposed miss 24/7 pms queen..

oh my god.. i'm very confused.. for e longest time i tried logging into blogger with my password and username n i couldnt find my blog at the login page so i decided to set up a new blog using the same password n username.. n when i logged in i found my blog!! Sounds confusing? IT IS!! ok whatever the important thing is i got my blog back!!! Ahhh yayyyy.. i missed thisssss!!

hello vanakkam to one n all.. its 4am.. im goin for a jog in 2 hours.. i havent jogged in forever cuz ive been sick 4 e longest time. I was havin sore eyes and then i had the flu immediately after.. was quite a bad couple of weeks la. But i'm almost recovered nowwwww.. no more sexy voice hahah.. lets seee wat's the most recent exciting thing tt happened? THAIPUSAM! Ahh yes thaipusam is the bomb diggity la.. n i hafta say sivalam looks super cute in a veshti man.. if he lived in a village in India he'd be lyk the village hunk yaar.. yum :D Went clubbing last night with him n the girlies.. was fun la but as usual end of e nite there'll b some immature idiot who has to talk trash.. but its ok unlike some dumb mamafied idiots i don't believe in fighting so let the loser talk as much shit as he wants.. stupid old fart clubbing with a bunch of undohs way younger than him.. he's in way too much denial so we shall not bother!

I'm officially broke.. i cant believe im back to being broke again! But its ok i rather b broke than work in the DBS call center.. Singaporeans can really be super rude man.. and we all know patience isn't exactly one of my shining qualities haha.. think i'm too fussy for my own good.. but its really cool la thinking about the nightmarish customers and the bitch of a commute i think im better off.

I will be back with more updates.. in e meantime.. pls remember to b nice to ur customer service officers.. and to the losers who can't deal with the fact that i just don't like them.. keep tellin yaself its pms if it'll make u feel better!

i know this is kinda late but wasnt realli in a bloggy mood last wk.. so here's the slightly overdue 411 on my bdaeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

My initial plan (i always make all these plans n they dun realli work out) was to go home after work.. go 4 a jog n then meet the boyfriend at 10 for lyk a drink or smth.. hang out 4 a couple of hours then go home to get an early nite.. BUTTTT..tt din realli work out la. Babylove came to pick me up frm work then we were on our way back when Mal called from town so lyk went to meet her n she was kinda hunger soooo we went 4 dinner.. courtesy of Melanie.. THANKS MELANIE! We went to Swensons at J8 and lyk stuffed our faces.. was quite the yum la.. by the time i got home it was lyk ten so i had jus enuff time to have my shower n get ready to meet Sivalam. The both of us went to Coffee Bean in town n had yummy cake n drink n he gave me my pressieee.. tommy girl perfume.. clever boy knows how to score points ah :) I got home at 2am n knocked out.. (was super stoned frm work).. and woke up at 8am to go temple wit daddy... then hung out wit sivalam 4 a while n went home to take a nap.. woke up at 6pm n got ready for the rest of my bdae celebration.

I went to Indochine at Wisma wit Sivalam for dinner.. n ohh hello yumm to everything abt Indochine. The decor, ambience.. food.. drinks.. realli was super yum la.. then we made our way to MS where all my gorgeous girlies were.. n we all went to have drinks at Day Bed bar.. The place we got at Day Bed was damn nice.. it was a fairly simple concept la just lyk a couple of white mattresses at the corner with many white cushions but the whole setting was damn nice n comfy.. the girlies had wine n the boys had beer.. thennn a bunch of us went to watch step up at 1.50 am in town.. it was sucha nice bdae... nice n quiet wit the darlings closest to my heart.. it was pretty perfect.. thanks to everyone who came to daybed n 4 the movie (nisha,jesh,mal,sho,aislin,kaart,latsy,aartsy,slutty n babyboy).. n thanks again 4 swensons melanie! And thanks to the sexy mama who put in so much effort 4 my bdae (He bought me flowers!) I is having much lau for all of ya'll :D

its amazing how sometimes ppl can really make u feel lyk crap..

ughhh.. work tmw.. im not realli feelin work anymore la.. everyone pls listen up.. i have an important lesson in life for ya'll.. pls b nice to ur customer service officers. Ok thank u.

I miss jogging!! It was my perfect outlet.. now i have none.. my girlies r too bizzie clubbing to hang wit me sniff haha ok kidding.. but yea.. i miss uuuu darlingssss.. todae was fun la.. dinner at asylum in clarke quay in honour of miss shikin's bdae.. sighhh we're all juz a buncha girlie girls la.. the giggling is therapeutic i swear. And kaartsyka.. m loving our spontaneous sat nites together.. everyone needs a kind kaart with her kind heart ;) ok i'll shuddup if not i wont hear the end of it..

UGH WORK TMWWWW.. actually its in 12 hours.. bleh..

-COME ORCHARD-


i haf no social life.. i leave for work at 7.15 in the morn n come back home at 7.30 in e evening.. if i dont go out anywhere after work la.. n i need to b asleep by 10.30.. i'm 12yrs old all over again.. im beyond exhausted.. and i jus want my life back.. i dun care abt being broke.. sigh.. ok bye.. i realli need to sleep now.


-COME ORCHARD-

From left to right:
-dinner at lana thai on the first nite we were in Perth
-Malibu n I at Metro City
-Dinner to celebrate my graduation wit mal,nitya n my parents
-At feddys after watchin John Tucker Must Die
-Malibu and I at Cottesloe Beach
-Myself wit the gorgeous Satyakalyani
-At blue duck cafe
-In Margx toilett
-At lana thai again wit mal n sharmi 

At my graduation ceremony.. really kickin myself now for returning my gown early.

 

I know its been a while.. wanted to blog when i got back from Perth but was waitin 4 Malibu to post the pics up on the internet.. i know i know *excuses excuses* : ok so i was also abit layzie la.. wakin up late n bummin all day can be quite tiring u know.

So anyhoo.. Perth trip.. was goooddd.. and coldddddd.. wow.. i so wasn't prepared for winter.. its supposedly spring la but i realli was freezing my ass off lyk 99% of the time.. thank God i had my winter stuff in Bon's house so i was barely surviving with my winter jackets. The main reason for my trip was my graduation.. it was ok la.. freezin my ass off again.. the ceremony was 2 hours long and surprisingly it wasn't as boring and unbearable as i thot it would be.. i was too bizzie freakin out for the first 1 hr 15 mins b4 they called my name to b bored.. dun ask me y i was freakin out la.. im jus not very into the whole walkin onto stage with everyone's attention focused on me.. n i realli was very paranoid abt tripping.. I wanted to wear a nice sari but i can't walk around for nuts in a sari so jus stuck to a peach coloured punjabi suit (picked out by my fabulous punjabi suit Guru Miss Rajesh Uma) andddd my undoh pointy shoes.. my parents had alot to say(none of it good) abt my shoes but i realli din care i jus wanted to wear smth that i could walk comfortably in.

After the ceremony there's usually one major photo takin session goin on.. Graduants in their graduation gowns takin pics wit frens n family.. but i dunno y i very smartly returned my gown b4 i cud take pics wit anyone haha.. its jus tt the gown was realli not keepin me very warm so i jus returned it n wore my winter jacket.. totally unglam but i din really care.. i still took pics wit my frens but not wearing the gown kinda defeated e whole purpose of them comin down 4 my graduation la.. I'm an undoh i know.. sorry guys to those who came down..

Rest of the trip was cool la.. mal n i went to the beach on wednesdae.. blue duck cafe baby! aahh wedges are yum la.. and the garlic bread.. n the wine that came in tiny glasses.. and the sunset.. was realli nice. It was basically a food trip.. piggin out on thai food, pizza, junk, potatoes in all forms and yummy sinful milkshakes.. it was all very yumm but not stuff that i could survive on for long.. i'm a local food freak la.. i love thosai! And i love not having to pay 9 bucks for a plate of fried rice.. ha.

The highlight of my trip was definately seeing the kiddies la.. Miss S.K is lyk the cutest thing ever.. *sigh* The shopping was alrite.. not great.. prints were lyk the in-thing and im not realli big on prints so i din get that much stuff.. mostly stuff for work la.. but its all good cuz i saved some cash frm the trip n im gonna use it to bring the bf out for a belated bdae dinner.. i was in Perth durin his birthday la so i wanna make it up to him.. :)

I start work this thursdae! M excited n scared.. dunno if im gonna make any frens considering im not exactly the friendliest person around.. i hope my colleagues are nice and not lyk cliqueish and completely chinese speaking.. then im doomed la. It all the way in freakin Bedok.. jus my luck rite.. ok la.. very tired alreadi.. laterz!

my life has been one big bore.. i can't blog if the only things i do all day for 7 days a wk are watch tv, eat n sleep. Went to mal's house 4 dinner last nite.. food at malibu's house is da yummiest la.. i can't take it.. i want it nowwww.. *salivates*

We found a little kittyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. ohhh its damn cute la we were walkin to the shop to get ice cream (cuz we hadnt stuffed our faces enuff wit all e yummy food rite) and we heard this lil meowing.. aahhh.. so cute la.. damn adorable.. realli realli realli.. anyways sho decided to take it home so we put the lil fella in a box n it was hanging out wit us in mal's room until we left.. and sho had to hide it frm her parents (who came to pick her up by the way) so we were all talkin very loudly in e car in an attempt to muffle the incessant meowing.. was quite a mini drama.. but it was all worth it la the little thing is realli super cute.. -its a little kitten wit diamonds for eyes-.. and when it was peering at us from inside the box it realli looked lyk the cat frm shrek.. ugh.. we were all dying.. except bhav.. who din realli show any emotion.. she very weird leh.

I WANT THE KITTEN.. im so jealous of this shobanathan.. and irritated wit my diva dog.. who wud probably go into one mood if i brought home another pet.. ugh.. no fair *sulks* ive tried bringin home a stray kitty b4 n we brought over my grandma's puppy once n she was sooo mopey.. juz sulkin in one corner.. such a jealous thing.. dunno where she got it from man.. *shakes head cluelessly*

Ok gonna sleeppp.. *twirl n poof*

ugh.. i dun wanna talk abt the contract.. or e agency.. basically they forgot abt my convocation and wanted me to start work on thurs n then i reminded them so now i hafta wait till my convo is over and yes basically went down today to the agency for N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

I know it seems that as of late all i can talk and blog about is my cutie.. Firstly.. IZ NOT TRUE. Secondly.. can u blame me.. if ur boy was as yummy and adorable as mine u'd wanna talk abt him 24/7 too. True dat.

My perth trip's comin up.. next saturdae.. woooooohoo.. can't wait man. I haf so much of junk to bring back.. and more shopping to do.. and clubbing.. and pigging out.. mal n i are bringing our trackie shoes to do some serious jogging.. to counter our many food dates. But heck.. its a holiday man.. wat else are u suppossed to do rite..

Ugh realli hope it doesnt rain later.. realli badly need to jog.. the Ramba thighs are starting to kick in full swing man.. *jiggle jiggle it to da left uhhuhhuh*

Sleepy as hell laaaa.. been up 4 almost 13 hrs.. which means its an hour past my bed time.. yea thats how i function.. 12 hrs of beauty sleep is essential. Think im gonna take a short nap..

Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight!
For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night.


 

Ughhhh i hate e rainnnnnnnn. Was gonna go 4 a jog last nite until it started raining.. so decided to sleep early n get up at lyk 6 in the morn todae to jog.. n i woke up n it was raining AGAIN. How irritating is this weatherrrrrrrrrr. I know there's always the gym but i'm not realli in a gym moood... so lecheh to take the bus all.. and jogging is free somemore. Oh btw.. is ya'll likin my new bloggie..

I kinda got like a "job prospect" from DBS.. to work in the call center.. i'm supposed to go down to the agency todae and then i'll know 4 sure if i got the job.. but it's all the way in lyk Eunos or something and i'm a thomson baby so the commute is gonna be a bitch.. but i guess beggars can't be choosers hey.

Ok i'm super duper hungry.. havent eaten anything since i woke up at 6.. im still annoyed wit the rain. Hopefully it doenst rain in the evening.. k gonna hunt 4 food now.. m craving tofu cheese! yum..


Have a great day ya'll.

"I kissed a buncha frogs and finally found my prince " - britney spears

"I KisSed A BunCha FroGs n FinaLLy FounD My PrinCe" - Britney Spears

* My Loves *

*MY LOVES*

Remember the starhub job i was waiting for.. the agent guy actualli called me.. n tole me i got the job! Yes! BUT.. (there's always a but isnt there..) then he asked me if i reminded the starhub peeps tt i was goin to Perth for a wk for my graduation.. n i tole him i din get a chance to cuz it was a group interview. So he sed he'll call them n call me back.. n then when he called me back he sed tt they realli need people to work so they can't give me a week off.. and they gonna KIV me.. ugh.. i mean... its so unfair. I was so excited when he tole me i got the job k.. i was lyk makin all these big plans in those 5 seconds wit my potential cash flow.. now i hafta wait till i get back from Perth to c if anything works out.. i dunno la... its so unfair.

the famous 3 at NYDC.. wit our babygirl..

 

I want yummy food.

BABYBOY SHAVED!! Doesn't he look yummy.. i know.. i can't take it either. *sighs* I actually miss e moustache though.. he looked lyk a stylo mylo tamil movie villain.. the look grew on me la.. Anyways moustache or not he's 100% hot stuff so it's all good.

Job search is gettin a bit better la.. jus went for some interview thingy at starhub.. they sed they'll get back to me by the end of e day if im shortlisted.. i realli want the job mannnn.. mainly becuz i can wear jeans to work! The one thing ive been stresin abt when it comes to working life is the dress code.. i have zilch formal wear.. not a single pair of pants or knee length skirt.. heh.. im gonna shop for em in perth la.. when i go back in septmeber babyyyyyyy.. i realli can't wait la.. i'm super psyched.

I miss e girlssss... jus saw them last wk actualli but i dunno it jus feels we havent chilled in a while.. n clubbing doesn't count.. this shobanathan planned some dinner party thing at her house purposely on a day tt i cudnt make it.. fine... i can take a hint! haha.. we will haf another one sooonnn ok and u are alllll invitedddddddddd. Except sho. Haha ok fine sho can come if she promises to do her toilet dance on the table top.

Has anyone been followin Miss Vasantham.. there r some pretties in it..

Hmmm.. i cant realli think rite now.. m juz anxious abt the job.. i realli want it.. i need moneyzzzz..

Ta.

- Life Keeps Bringin Me Back To You-

-Life Keeps Bringing Me Back To You-

Do you think
That I could be the girl of your dreams
Sometimes I don't let things go
Get emotional and sometimes I'm just out of control
You need to stop for a minute
Before you get too, deep up in it
Cause everything ain't what it seems
It's hard loving a woman
-A woman like me-

+Random Thoughts+

Would it b really horrible if i ate mutton satay.. i mean i dun realli crave it or anything but its jus when i go to SCC wit ma parents or to gardens wit da girls n they order it.. it juz looks so super tempting.. :( Will someone make 4 me mock mutton satay please.. i think that'll curb my desire 4 a bit.. ive been so good wit this only fish (n on rare occasions squid and even rarer occasions crab) and otherwise vegetarian diet.. n i like itt... its not lyk im forcin myself to give up meat cuz i dun realli lyk it anyways... until someone orders mutton satay.. ughhhhhh.. *mope*

Gothamfying on a Saturdae Nite

 

U know he's perfect when....

-he owns a pink mp3 player
-u neva get tired of smotherin him wit smoochies
-he brings u for ice-cream at swensons
-he comes down to gotham to surprise u
-he listens to ur fashion advice on wat to wear for the night (dont he look yaaa-meee in that pullover)
-he enjoys hanging out wit u n ya girlies
-he lets u play dressup in his army uniform 

sundae morninnnn

Fireworks are amazing.. went to watch them at the esplanade on Tuesdae wit Sivalam.. n they realli were quite breathtaking la.. the atmosphere was perfect.. the fireworks were perfect.. n the company was beyond perfect.. its amazing how there were so many others at the spot.. it was super crowded.. but once the fireworks started it felt lyk it was just him n me there.. everyone else din seem to exist.. im startin to sound all cliched so i'll get on wit the rest of e wk now heh..

Wednesdae:

- Went for the funeral [:( ]
- Took a short nap in btwn
- Went to serangoon rd for yummy indian veggo food
- Watched "Click" at cine at lyk 2ish a.m. (Click was niceeeee.. thot it was funny la.. was in luv wit all e doggiesSSss)
- Had teh tarik near my house afta movie
- Babyboy left for camp at six in da morn..


Thursdae:

- Woke up late (at 5.30 p.m.)
- Watched movies n slacked till 10pm
- Went 4 a jog
- Came home n slacked somemore b4 fallin asleep at 8am

Fridae:

- woke up at 2pm
-met mal n sivalam at p.s at 6
- went 4 dinner wit mal , steph n shola at nydc (OHHH HELLOOO MUDPIEEE.. i want.. m addicted.. it is to die for..) and coffee at starbucks
- met Siva afta dinner n coffee n chilled till 7ish.. was dozing off alreadi by then.. needed sleep big timeeeee.. came home n slept at lyk 9am..

Saturdaqe:

- woke up at 5.30pm
- went to church
- went 4 dinner at SCC (Massive crowds cuz of e fireworks display)
- went to Asoka 4 a couple of hours
- went to Gotham till 5.. was actually damn fun.. its been a while since i had fun clubbin wit ma girls.. been pretty out of it lately.. but todae was great.. thanks 4 draggin me down girlies..
- now m back home.. gonna go 4 a jog in a bit.. i love joggin at this time when its still a bit dark.. n nice n cool.. n got nice music to listen to somemore.. thanks for lettin me steal ya mp3 player temporarily sexyyyyyyy

wooooohooo joggie timeeeeeee

~its a perfect fit~

 

fun dinner party

 

- nothing short of dreamy -

 

Wahhhhh.. this bilingual in English and Mandarin thing is seriously pissin me off to the mighty max.. UGHHHHH!! Will some tamileh gimme a job pleaseeeeeeeee.. where is ya loyalty to ur fellow indian citizen!

Is it realli the wkend..

Wat a laid back weekend.. i was cramping n bein a layzie anti-social bum.. met the cutie for a couple of hours on fridae.. went church todae n chilled wit sholabum n jeshness for a bit then had dinner wit parents then came home n slepptttttt.. i dunno y ive been so tired la.. Think sho n jesh r clubbin now but i realliiii m too tired to go out.. i mite juz drop dead in the middle of e club so ya think i shall juz b a goot girl n stay home.. saved quite a bit of cash from stayin at home the past 2 days woohoo.. m very hungry thoughhh.. cravin tom yum cup noodles 4 some weird reason.. its been ages since i had cup noodles.. muz b all this pms i say.

Why isnt there anything nice on tv.. i wish video ezy was lyk open 24 hours.. m in e mood for some super fab comedy.. oohhh i realli miss sex and the city man.. whyyyy don't they show it hereeeee.. boring country BLEH. I dunno y ive been so not in e clubbing mood 4 e longest time.. think im realli past cheekys la.. wouldnt mind goin gotham the place is gorgeous n its sooo nice to chill.. but i rather jus do dinner n a movie. Sivalam n I chilled in sho's house a couple of nites ago n we were all watchin Dirty Dancing 2 n eatin many yummy junkies.. it was realli nicee.. m very into the chillin n watchin a movie thing now as u can see.. then after that he n i decided to walk back to Bishan to save cash on cab (it was 4 a.m n midnite surcharge n all..) and this stray dog on the opposite side of e road ran out frm dunno where n started barkin at us.. n me bein the complete coward that I am started freakin out completely on Siva n jumped into the next cab that passed our way.. these stray dogs realli scare me sometimes... dunno when they're gonna attack n all..

Wish i cud take a walk to e petrol station to get cup noodles n yummy ice-cream.. but my area is very ulu at this time of the day/nite wateva.. n now on top of potential rapists/robbers n wandering spirits i have a new worry.. stray dogs.. so i think i'll just stay in and deal. Gonna go hunt for a vcd n some munchiez now.. nite all.. :)

Meesaikara Mama

 

Sivalam is a grumpy sexy mama

Malibu's in Indiaaaaaaa :( My hootchie mama left me to go to ooruland sniffless.. Its been ages since i went to India.. i think the last time i was there was on a school trip in Secondary 3 wit my IJ babies.. was definately most fun.. mebe i shud organzie some trip wit da girlies i'm sure we'll haf a blast.. hurry back malibuuuuuuuuuuu i miss uuuuuuuu *msn crying face*..

The job hunt is proving to be absolutely unsuccessful.. someone hurry gimme a job please... i havent shopped in eternity n its DEFINITELY getting to me.. i need perfume.. and yummy cocktails.. n a new mp3 playa cuz my old one isnt even working at all anymoreee.. all these stupid things hafta happen when i'm broke la.. i hafta run out of my fav perfume n haf a million tops to alter and haf my mp3 screw up on me all at the same time.. how typical..

Ok im supa sleepy now.. din realli get much sleep the day b4 and went clubbin at nite so m super buggered rite nowwww.. Went to cheekys last nite.. was alrite la.. realli not feelin e clubbin scene that much anymore.. i think its kaart's influence.. well done kaartsy pls pass over more of ur fabulous qualitives to me ok im lacking greatly in most things positive.. i realli m so tired now la i think i dun wanna club 4 e next few wks.. i rather spend my money on other things.. lyk FOOD! Im suddenly realli addicted to chinese rojak.. jus realized that its been a wk since our rojak date at gardens.. when Malibu was hereeee *all sad again* haha ok think i shud sleep b4 i start my "written diarrhoea".. nite all :)

p.s. i think my boyfriend's moustache is makin him cranky but its ok.. i laus him..

Rojak at Gardens is da bomb!

Met e girlies for dinner today.. Went to Gardens wit Malibu, Shola n Jesh.. the chinese rojak in gardens is to die forrrrrrr.. and there's this cake shop selling yummy banana cake for a dollar.. n they have all these other yummy cakes at pretty reasonable prices.. its very exciting really.. Oh and then b4 dinner Mal n I went to NTUC cuz she wanted to get something n we found e yummy red rock deli chips that we always eat in Perth.. i had no idea they had it in Singapore.. i know it sounds sad but it realli realli made my day.. i mean those r the yummiest chips in e world! It was such a yummy food day.. i think im growing old cuz i'm starting to prefer these dinner dates to clubbing.. i'm an old fogeyyy.. bleh

Was watchin e Ellen Degeneres (or howeva u spell it) show on tv earlier todae n one of her guests was Julie Andrews.. THE Julie Andrews.. i mean Sound of Music was my favourite movie as a child.. it's one of my all time favourites la it realli is such a good movie rite.. n Julie Andrews has such an amazing presence.. I think i will always see her as Mary Poppins.. I hear Julie Andrews and i think big bag with possibly the whole world inside.. Ive been tryna get Sivalam to watch sound of music wit me for a while now but i havent quite gotten around to renting it yet.. so i think the fact that she was on the Ellen show todae was a sign! Hope they have it at video ezy..

Ok that was a small digression from food talk.. back to more pressing issues now.. the wedges at cafe cartel ROCKS!!!! Oh and there's this place near my house called RedLine.. its a cafe and they have this yummy thing called isquid.. it realli is super yum.. and i don't even lyk squid in the first place.. and it comes with this yummy dip.. i highly reccomend it. :) Oh well.. that was my mini food review for u.. i'm starting to falter in my anti-meat plan.. mainly becuz of mutton satay.. the smell la.. it smells sooo good.. it's the only thing i miss about my meat days.. and sausage mcmuffin from mackerz.. these two will bring me down one day i can tell.. but i will hold on n persevere! Yes im a drama queen.. gonna go for a jog n work off that rojak.. n chips.. and banana cake.. heh.. Laterzz!!

ok i jus saw this online in a job recruitment ad.. "must be bilingual in english and chinese and malay".. ok no really.. most amusing i say..

Aloha.. im such a lump of lard! Since i'd been deprived of the internet 4 so long i kinda went overboard wit my internet usage yesterdae.. was online lyk e whole nite.. and morning.. and day.. heh think i ended up sleepin lyk at 12p.m... and woke up at 7.45 in the evening.. I was havin a very important msn conversation wit Malibu la.. but then again all our conversations are highly important. It was such an unproductive day.. i was infront of e t.v. 4 most of it.. was watching legally blonde 2 at 1 a.m jus now n then i lyk kinda fell asleep halfway through.. i realli am one layzie bum la... It was just one of my "i only want to sleep n eat n watch tv" days.. i wasnt even talkin properly to poor Sivalam.. e boy deserves an award 4 putting up wit all my pmsing mood swings n crap.. its ok sweetie i'll make it up to u when i c u tmw ok ;) Haha dun get any ideas guys.. babyboy is bein all pious n fasting 4 something .. m not quite sure what (me and my religious inclinations) so ya we hafta act lyk a couple of "Malinis" for e next 42 days.. haha sorry Mal u know i lau u many rite :D

Miss Malini was the least sympathetic when i told her i can't make out wit my yummy boyfriend for 42 days.. 6yrs of frenship n i'm still amused by ur un-emoness.. Maybe i got ur share of hormones.. its ok malibu we're still the "i lau u, u lau me" pair ok.. many smooches.

My laptop is highly screwed.. the "q" key keeps poppin up randomly when im typing.. i think i need a new laptop. And a table 4 my laptop.. m sittin on e floor now n typing... lyk my back isn't screwed up enough as it is.. i need a job dammit..

Just started my job search abt 3-4 wks ago.. and this so-called multiracial country is very annoying cuz almost all the ads in the papers state tt u hafta be bilingual in mandarin n english.. and the ones that don't require u to be bilingual require previous working experience.. i'm neva gonna get a job at this rate.. *pout*

Ok well i think its time i go shower.. went for a jog lyk 5 hours ago n i havent showered yet mwaha.. Laterz!

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-June 10th- was a fun dress up day..

many wardrobe changes i say 

 

at gotham

 

how u doin

 

guess who's back

i finally got my internet!!!!! FINALLYYYYYY!!! Damn it feels so good.. i cant believe i took so long to get it fixed.. i am queen procrastinator..

hmm.. updates updates.. where do i even start.. wat can i say.. 2006 has been realli interestin so far.. heh

Kinda had a mini house party last nite.. was super fun man.. dinner parties r the bombest.. yummy food n super fabulous company.. i had a blast thats for sure.. Although the cookie bottle (wit yummy cookies inside) kinda disappeard at the end of the nite.. its very amusing..

Ok im not gonna even bother wit e updates cuz its too overwhelming... i shall let the pics speak for themselves..

IM SO HAPPY I HAVE INTERNET!!! :)

how long has it been man.. i have no internet!! Im at some internet cafe thingy at thomson plaza.. its very sad i tell u. Annoyed to the max.. realli dun feel lyk blogging so ya.. jus needed to give some form of update and keep my blog abit active la. Laterz.

p.s. KL ROCKED!!

-perfection-

 

stick a fork in me.. im done

Was brought back into civilisation for a short while.. bon was here on tuesdae n just left yesterdae morning. I finally got to do normal things like.. watch tv.. go shopping with a friend.. have waffles at gelares on half price day.. ahhh these simple things in life that we take for granted. My mom's comin down on tuesdae! When she n my dad realised i was gonna be stayin in Bon's house all alone after she left they decided she should come n make sure i dun go insane with paranoia.. which i totally forsee myself doing. I keep lookin around suspciously everytime im walkin down the road to her house.. only because Perth doesn't realli believe in street lights and the road leadin to her house is completely pitch dark at night and abit spooky.. and that's when all my worst-case scenarios of lurking rapists start flashin thru my brain. It's a very gruelling 1 minute walk in i tell ya.

Been countin down my return.. 3 wks to go.. my exam's in eight daysssss.. ugh. Just started studyin a couple of days ago.. I miss exam period durin normal semester.. where everyone's studying n bein serious together.. and goin down for hot brekkie.. n stayin up till ulu hours to study.. n bein all cranky n moody n breakin out in pimples from the stress.Fun times.

I was talkin to mah darlin shola jus now on msn n came to the conclusion that i really hate the word "closure". Its a horrible word. I mean why do we need closure.. why does it have to exist. Why is it that when a stupid boy leaves u hanging .. ur brain is telling u to move on and he's not worth it n u can do so much better.. but ur heart is refusing to listen. When things end abruptly.. why cant we just move on.. why do we need CLOSURE. Things wud b alot easier if we didnt.. if we were programmed to block out this needy totally un-powerish feeling. I know alot of my girlies who haf been left hangin.. breakups.. and they're totally gorgeous, intelligent and independent STRONG girls but were unable to let go as quickly as they would have hoped because this totally useless male refused to at least have the decency to realise he owes it to their relationship to have a clean and proper break.

Another case scenario.. ure dating someone.. things r going alrite.. pretty ok.. and then he suddenly MIAs. Oh yes ive had my fair share of boys with this defect.. up to the point where im wondering if ive been cursed for breakin a bathroom mirror when i was 16.. 7 or 8 yrs of bad luck they say? So anyways.. he MIAs... u dun hear from him.. dunno wats goin on with him.. he doesnt have the decency to call and apologise or explain.. u KNOW u shud get over it n move on cuz he's a useless bum n u deserve better.. ur head's tellin u to be smart.. but ya heart's sayin to hold on.. wait to c if he does turn up to explain.. the heart is tellin u to have a lil hope.. when clearly he shud b the one havin hope.. hopin n prayin that he doesnt run into you.. cuz hunny u're gonna introduce him to a whole new level of killer-stares. But yes.. we end up not followin our head cuz its just hard to get over someone when everything was goin so well.. hell its hard gettin over someone period. But its just different when things end unexpectedly.. and u need some sort of explanation.. and a reason to realli let go.. as if him disappearing on ur ass isnt reason enough. Girl please.. ive had enuff of this bullshit. I'm banning the word closure in my life. From now on if we hit it off, u ask for my number then u dun call.. u dun get even a second of my thoughts. We date for a bit, everything's goin gd.. then u jus disappear.. ure as good as havin disappeared from my memory.

That's one of my new yr resolutions.. no more wastin time on unnecessary guys... i admit that ive definately done more than my fair share whining about some guy or other for the most part of my years.. and I AM DONE.

I now realise that i have to do whatever it takes to block out my heart n listen to my head more often.

I also realise this whole post is being written due to alot of much needed venting and i will probably not follow thru with the above resolution.

Heh.

But my opinion on closure still stands.. i wish it din exist. The world wud be a better place. Well.. My world at least..

P.S.. none of the above applies to Paiyan as he is my beautiful VIP (private joke) and he's perfect and i love n want to have many muslim kids with him.


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Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Shopping is badddddddddd

Been in perth for onlee one n a half wks but it feels lyk its been much longer.. but i don't feel as crappy as i did when i first got here. I still feel abit crappy la but not as much as b4.. Boni's comin in 2 wks so ill juz hafta keep sane till then. Juz had my tutorial presentation yesterdae.. the 25% one.. it was ok i guess.. i'm realli bad at this whole presenting in front of a class thing so was shaking and stammering here n there n completely reading off my notes.. ugh wateva la i realli don't care man its OVERRRR.. now juz hafta study for my mid-sem next thurs. I'm trying to stay in my room and avoid the city cuz everywhere is having a SALEEE and i have absolutely no self-control.. i'm almost broke alreadi. It's bad i know but i'm so bored and there's nothin else to do but shop and watch dvdz.. so right now its 4.15pm, been lazing in bed the whole day.. waitin for the weather to cool down so i can go for a quick jog then i'm gonna head out to video ezy around seven.. thus having successfully avoided the city for one day. I'll just have to keep this up for the next week at least.. maybe i shud get a job.

I just finished watching nine months.. the hugh grant n juliane moore movie.. its pretty old. BUT so sweet.. ugh hugh grant is a cutieeeeee man... and can i pls say that childbirth looks lyk scary shit.

*my mind is blank*

i think its from doing nothing the whole day.. withdrawal symptoms from shopping. I'll juz hafta go cold turkey for a few days.. i know the pain will go away.. *drama queeN*

Think im gonna go take a walk outside for a bit. LATERZZZ.

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how to be angry with this one la..

Please look up my nose!

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shobanathan is my idol

ok i know i JUST blogged lyk about 2 mins ago but i was readin shnow's blog and she mentioned something abt how its time we started appreciating what God gave us instead of what he didn't. I tell u ah that girl can seriously write man.. i'm lyk totally inspired by her words. U go shnowmie! I feel quite the stupid now for lyk goin on in my previous blog abt how sad n lonely n self-pitified( ??) Im feeling.. i guess the big picture is that i'm here and in one n a half months i'll be a graduate and have my degree and i have parents n friends that think the world of me n my cute papa who realli doesn't ever say no to me and a bunch of gorgeous girlies that will drop everything to come meet me when i need to whine. I realli do appreciate all these.. i hope God knows that heh.. i realli do leave everything in His hands n know that He knows wats best for me. And now i'm preaching. Heh ok will be off now.. went for a jog 3 hours ago n i still havent showered mwaha. Can i pls stress again how bloody hot it is.. ugh... TORTUREEEEEE

its a new yr

So im stuck in perth doin summer.. parents made me come back.. guess it makes more sense rather than comin back in semester 1 juz to do one unit. But still.. im all alone here in perth and terribly homesick. Feels lyk my holz ended abruptly.. and my year din exactly get off to a great start.. un-resolved issues... there's jus this weird feeling.. lyk this unsettled air around me. I juz wish i was back in spore la.. at least for now.. or i wish some of my frens were here. I know that when uni's abt to start n everyone starts flyin back to Perth then things will go back to bein normal n i'll be less insanely bored out of my brains but right now all i do is sit around and feel sorry for myself.. and i'm not even ashamed abt it. Yes.. i feel sorry for myself.. i think i've been put in a horrible situation.. and being alone is the worst feeling in the world. Oh just shut up n let me wallow for a while.. i'll get over it i know.. i'm just taking my time. The things that used to seem important don't anymore.. it feels lyk the last two years was this big routine.. and now im forced to come out of that routine and start a new one.. i hate change. I want things to go back to normal. I just want to go back to liking paiyan and look forward to seeing him in currie hall and hanging out wit bhav n da rest here n watchin dvdz n stuff.. i want my normal perth life back. I wish december din happen.. i know this is juz a feeling that won't last that long and i'll be back to normal sooner or later (hopefully sooner). Actually scratch that.. i AM glad december happened.. i mean all the crap issues aside.. hanging with my girls was the absolute best.. malibu, kaartsy, sho, jesh (finally!) n bhav(even tho it was juz that one time).. they realli each bring something different to my days and i cant imagine my life without these darlings. So maybe it wasn't such a bad ending to a pretty cool year.. and maybe i jus hafta learn from my other experiences and deal. No point worrying now that im so far away rite.. now that i'm here i shud juz concentrate on my one unit and hope that the days will get better (n cooler.. its burning in Perth man Summer is cruel!!) and that i dun gon insane from the loneliness.. can someone i know pls come to perth! Ugh.. ok.. im gettin sleepy. Been tryna live a normal life n so far so good... been goin to bed at normal times n wakin up b4 noon which is good enuff for me. Its only the first wk of summer sch n alreadi i haf a presentation due tuesdae.. but its cool cuz after that i can more or less slack off. Mid-sem's in 2 wks and final's 3.5 wks after that.. so i guess time mite fly pretty fast.. or it mite feel lyk the day's neva gonna end. I'll just hafta wait n see what 2006 has in store for me. It mite haf gotten off to a rotten start.. but i refuse to let anyone spoil my year.. i don't have any regrets.. and at the end of it all.. after all that's happened.. i still smile when i think of him.. so maybe it's not as bad as it seems.