The King of Pop has passed away today. Im beyond depressed. He was supposed to perform at O2 London in July.. and i know alot of people were looking forward to that concert. And i remember feeling so jealous of those who were going.
MJ's performed here in Singapore i think twice before.. i was lucky enough to go for one of his concerts, when i was 13 so that must have been 1996? 13 years ago.. with my cousin Sumi. I remember the two us getting soooooo excited during all his songs and we were the only ones standing on the chairs and dancing like crazy.. and getting yelled and cursed at by the people behind us cuz we were supposedly blocking their view. BUT HELLOOOO.. its a MJ concert la.. who goes to a MJ concert and SITS DOWN. SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY. Heh.. Michael.. i love you, you are an amazing singer,performer,icon,star.. i didn't care what was being said about you. I love you and your music and you are timeless. I know i am gonna be listening to your songs forever.. i know i'm gonna be 35 and sharing your music with my kids.. I was so looking forward to that.. i still will of course but i definitly didnt think you wouldn't be around at that point.
At the risk of sounding cheesy and/or cliche.. i really didnt feel like coming to work today.. and now i wish i hadnt.. i just feel like crawling into a hole for a few days. Your death was so sudden..R.I.P Michael.. i love u long time.
To those who have sent me smses and msgs on FB.. thank you for caring.. and thank you for trying to make me feel better.
To the boy - its hard not to think of you especially on this day. I hope you're doing better than i am. P.S. - ure the first person i thought abt too, when i heard the news.