"im not the guy you think i am" MY ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Idiot. Piece of bloody asswipe.

i think its amazing how you still have this effect on me after all these years.

i hate to be all dramafied on my blog but..

i still miss u, im still devastated n i cant believe ure gone.

:(

I was telling kaart over msn abt something significant that happened a few days ago and after finishing my story she had this to say.

Kaart says:
that's awesome
im sure mj's smiling down on both of you

awwww.. this one really knows how to make my day la.

The King of Pop has passed away today. Im beyond depressed. He was supposed to perform at O2 London in July.. and i know alot of people were looking forward to that concert. And i remember feeling so jealous of those who were going.

MJ's performed here in Singapore i think twice before.. i was lucky enough to go for one of his concerts, when i was 13 so that must have been 1996? 13 years ago.. with my cousin Sumi. I remember the two us getting soooooo excited during all his songs and we were the only ones standing on the chairs and dancing like crazy.. and getting yelled and cursed at by the people behind us cuz we were supposedly blocking their view. BUT HELLOOOO.. its a MJ concert la.. who goes to a MJ concert and SITS DOWN. SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY. Heh.. Michael.. i love you, you are an amazing singer,performer,icon,star.. i didn't care what was being said about you. I love you and your music and you are timeless. I know i am gonna be listening to your songs forever.. i know i'm gonna be 35 and sharing your music with my kids.. I was so looking forward to that.. i still will of course but i definitly didnt think you wouldn't be around at that point.

At the risk of sounding cheesy and/or cliche.. i really didnt feel like coming to work today.. and now i wish i hadnt.. i just feel like crawling into a hole for a few days. Your death was so sudden..R.I.P Michael.. i love u long time.

To those who have sent me smses and msgs on FB.. thank you for caring.. and thank you for trying to make me feel better.

To the boy - its hard not to think of you especially on this day. I hope you're doing better than i am. P.S. - ure the first person i thought abt too, when i heard the news.

4:54pmSumi
exactly

hahahahaha

4:54pmRagi
i also need a deflower-er

4:55pmSumi
We will find you one!

okie i need to pee..brb

4:56pmSumi is offline.


ANTI-CLIMAX!!!!!
hahahah

I took the circle line today. FINALLY. Construction has been goin since 2004.. and finally after 6 years i was able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. No pun intended :) The constructions were a pain in the ass! First they boarded up the walkways which kinda made the area from my block to the busstop quite dodgy.. then the created a make-shift bus stop which was like more or less at the other end of the estate. Lets not even get started on all the road diversions. Now finally my bus stop is back to the initial spot, and the MRT station is just behind my block! Its quite convenient i have to say. Now i just have to wait for the Promenade station to open so i can take the circle line to work.. the Promenade station is like 2 mins from millenia walk! Door to door service on a whole new level. :)

i dun feel like playing ur games anymore. That's right, now bugger off.
Why has this backache come back to haunt me.. i look like the freakin hunchback of notre dame.. n i reek of tiger balm. Why ah.. is age catchin up on me.. is it cuz i take late nite showers.. did i strain some muscle while i was being so productive at work. HURTS LIKE A BIATCH. Can i take half day.. shall i? Boo.